jessy3017

Me and Hannah broke up.
5 years of relationship down the tube, now I must admit to knowing this was going to happen sooner or later. We were starting to just get on each others nerves endlessly and we were start to just resent each other on a deeply personal level.
So yeah, I'm now in a new place, quite literally as we shared a flat, as well as emotionally.
But everything's going good so far and I hope they continue that way. 

Okay, so it's been awhile since my last blog post and not a lot has happened in that time. Oh sure my life's going fine, not great, not miserable just sort of cruising. No, what has not been receiving a lot of attention is my writing. And while I have been doing a little on the side to make sure I don't lose the ability, I haven't really sat down and made ready a big story, even though I promised as much.

But anyway, I've been putting this off for awhile but 'What I want to tell you' is cancelled. Now the reasoning for this is quite simple, I wrote myself into a corner. I shouldn't of written about rape in a romance story where the romance takes place between the rapist and rape survivor, post rape. Bad call on my part I must admit. So yeah, that's getting cancelled. Sorry, I just sort of woke up one day and realized what I was writing about and couldn't stand being that insensitive to rape victims/survivors. Now for any wanting to know what was going to happen here's what I sort of envisioned.

Applejack confronts Fluttershy after being holed up in the hospital for a time in which all her friends minus Flutters show up and plan to get the pony responsible for sexually molesting Applejack. She says don't worry about it, I just want to get on with my life. Rarity notices that Flutters is missing and puts two and two together and realizes what has happened, as Fluttershy had spilled the beans about loving Applejack some time ago to her in privacy. When AJ confronts Flutters, Flutter's is distort with what she's done and planning suicide. Applejack convincers her not too, confessors her mutual understanding of attraction for Fluttershy and agrees to begin dating Fluttershy but lays down that there will be no sexual experiences anytime soon.

You see the problem, I just can't do that as a feminist or a good woman/person. So I'm cutting it off before it causes problems.

But not to worry, some time soon? there should be something coming up involving Gilda and Zecora and some older works.

So yeah, I made a mistake and take full responsibility for it. I hope I didn't hurt or make anyone uncomfortable and if I did I offer my deepest sympathies.

Jessy, out. 

So we're back from Australia, well actually we got back on the 24th of jan but my computer decided to fail (warning to people who eat toast in bed, if you do it will get into your laptop) so I had to go get it cleaned, which took a week else I would of updated sooner. So yeah, aus was meh? I mean I've been there before and I'll be there again so it wasn't that exciting. Did spend a lot of time with Hannah, so that was fine. Saw some old relatives, sneaked in a couple of episodes of MLP (Season 3, the end?) and got too hot. Also got sunburned and cooking oil burned but nothing too major.

Things are returning to normal, we got the animals back on the 25th and Hannah returned to work on the 1st, so every things alright, but enough of my personal life lets get down to business.

"What I want to tell you" is finally going to be finished. My dear athena it's took ages, but yes chapter 4 is coming along fine and with me at home and no uni until the 24th chapter 5 will be done before the end of the month, this I swear. We will finish that mutherfucker if it kills me.

"The war for Fluttershy's plot" Will be getting a new chapter, I hope.

A few one shots will also be written or completed.

"Sisterly love" Shall finally restarted.

And also for those out of the loop, MLP is rumored to be ending soon and with that the Brony/Pegasister community so that means... Original work from me at least. Sure I've still got lots of unused ideas and hopefully I can get them on paper/screen. But after the end of MLP I will focus on more "Original" ideas and not so much fanfiction. Though The rika/Renamon thing is still being made. And there are lots of other fandoms which I was late to the party, so I'll still be doing those. These include, but are not limited to. Batman (Harly Quinn and Poison Ivy), Pokemon (It's a secret =x), Doctor who (Non-Romance) and many others.

So yeah, thats me. So Happy New Year to everyone, and a happy snake year to any who follow the chinese calendar. This has been Jessy Toph signing out.

So this totally slipped my mind until today, but I forgot to inform you peoples that I'm going on a 2 month holiday to Australia. And the reason this is special is that I a forbidden from taking my laptop with me (girlfriend rules). And as such I won't be able to post anything. So, I'm very sorry that I teased you with the promise of updates but yeah I'll be in another country with out my lap top, not much I can do. So I do have the beginning of the final chapter for 'What I want to tell you' done and sort of know where I'm going with it. I've also go the start of my Ruki and Renamon Fic ready, and am feeling really good about it. So by the time I come back I'll be able to write most of it and update it.

I'll be back in two months, though may drop into a internet cafe and update.

So Happy Holidays, and I hope the world doesn't end .

Have fun, Jessy Toph.

I know have offically have 20 watchers, Thanks so much you peoples. Very soon, hopefully, there will be quite a few stories coming out. Mostly MLP but I may try and take on RenamonXRuki, some Pokemon stuff, and maybe some of my earlier work. Also wish me luck for my exams which are only a week away.

Jessy out